{"id":1405,"date":"2014-02-18T19:09:16","date_gmt":"2014-02-18T18:09:16","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/sallypommeclayton.com\/blog\/?p=1405"},"modified":"2023-06-20T15:36:49","modified_gmt":"2023-06-20T14:36:49","slug":"writing-stories-keeps-you-calm","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/makeandbelieve.uk\/?p=1405","title":{"rendered":"Writing stories keeps you calm!"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<!--more-->\n\n\n\n<p><span lang=\"EN-US\" style=\"layout-grid-mode: line;\">I have been working for the last 18 months with <a href=\"http:\/\/www.freewebs.com\/nopanicsutton\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\"><em>No Panic<\/em> (Sutton and Merton branch)<\/a>. <em>No Panic<\/em> is a self-help group for those who suffer anxiety, panic attacks and phobias, it offers support and help, enabling sufferers to live more positively. The group has transformed peoples&#8217; lives.<\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><span lang=\"EN-US\" style=\"layout-grid-mode: line;\">&nbsp;I was invited to work with the group through <a href=\"http:\/\/www.applesandsnakes.co.uk\/page\/108\/Conference+of+the+Birds\/631?archive=true\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Daniela Paolucci and <em>Apples and Snakes<\/em> as part of Sutton&#8217;s Olympic celebrations.<\/a> Sutton took an unusual approach to their celebrations &#8211; basing them on a 12th century Persian poem &#8211;<a href=\"http:\/\/www.amazon.co.uk\/Conference-Birds-Classics-Farid-Attar\/dp\/0140444343\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\"><em> The Conference of the Birds<\/em>.<\/a> This is a complex metaphorical, spiritual text and I was rather daunted! I soon found that <em>The Conference of Birds<\/em> might be a medieval poem, but its themes resonated strongly with the lives and experiences of&nbsp;<em>No Panic<\/em>. The group wrote poems, stories, fragments, about: difficult journeys; facing fears; courage; being transformed; arrival; coming home. <a href=\"http:\/\/www.applesandsnakes.co.uk\/page\/41\/Conference+of+the+Birds\/565?archive=true\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">The group went on, to their utter amazement and delight, to perform their work at Sutton Theatre<\/a>.&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"aligncenter\"><a href=\"https:\/\/makeandbelieve.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/02\/iphone-pics-247.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"768\" src=\"https:\/\/makeandbelieve.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/02\/iphone-pics-247-1024x768.jpg\" alt=\"No Panic choosing poems for The Conference of the Birds performance\" class=\"wp-image-1406\" srcset=\"https:\/\/makeandbelieve.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/02\/iphone-pics-247-1024x768.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/makeandbelieve.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/02\/iphone-pics-247-300x225.jpg 300w, https:\/\/makeandbelieve.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/02\/iphone-pics-247.jpg 1600w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/a><figcaption>No Panic choosing poems for The Conference of the Birds performance<\/figcaption><\/figure><\/div>\n\n\n<p><span lang=\"EN-US\" style=\"layout-grid-mode: line;\"> One of the members, <a href=\"http:\/\/content.yudu.com\/Library\/A2etli\/ApplesandSnakesbook2\/resources\/10.htm\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Lawrence Ashenden said, &#8220;I felt I had discovered something new about myself&#8221;<\/a>. The emphasis of my sessions was on the creative act of writing and creating stories and poems, on making art, rather than therapy. But this very act had a profound effect. The whole group felt that creative writing had helped their anxiety, allowing them to trust their imaginations, and give them freer reign. The performances increased their self-esteem and enhanced their lives. Daniela managed to get some extra funding, and produced a book of their poems.<\/span><\/p>\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"aligncenter\"><a href=\"https:\/\/makeandbelieve.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/02\/248.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"768\" src=\"https:\/\/makeandbelieve.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/02\/248-1024x768.jpg\" alt=\"Daniela Paolucci and No Panic with their book of poems \" class=\"wp-image-1407\" srcset=\"https:\/\/makeandbelieve.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/02\/248-1024x768.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/makeandbelieve.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/02\/248-300x225.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/a><figcaption>Daniela Paolucci and No Panic with their book of poems<\/figcaption><\/figure><\/div>\n\n\n<p><!-- [if gte mso 9]><xml>\n<w:worddocument>\n<w:view>Normal<\/w:view>\n<w:zoom>0<\/w:zoom>\n<w:trackmoves><\/w:trackmoves>\n<w:trackformatting><\/w:trackformatting>\n<w:punctuationkerning><\/w:punctuationkerning>\n<w:validateagainstschemas><\/w:validateagainstschemas>\n<w:saveifxmlinvalid>false<\/w:saveifxmlinvalid>\n<w:ignoremixedcontent>false<\/w:ignoremixedcontent>\n<w:alwaysshowplaceholdertext>false<\/w:alwaysshowplaceholdertext>\n<w:donotpromoteqf><\/w:donotpromoteqf>\n<w:lidthemeother>EN-GB<\/w:lidthemeother>\n<w:lidthemeasian>X-NONE<\/w:lidthemeasian>\n<w:lidthemecomplexscript>X-NONE<\/w:lidthemecomplexscript>\n<w:compatibility>\n<w:breakwrappedtables><\/w:breakwrappedtables>\n<w:snaptogridincell><\/w:snaptogridincell>\n<w:wraptextwithpunct><\/w:wraptextwithpunct>\n<w:useasianbreakrules><\/w:useasianbreakrules>\n<w:dontgrowautofit><\/w:dontgrowautofit>\n<w:splitpgbreakandparamark><\/w:splitpgbreakandparamark>\n<w:enableopentypekerning><\/w:enableopentypekerning>\n<w:dontflipmirrorindents><\/w:dontflipmirrorindents>\n<w:overridetablestylehps><\/w:overridetablestylehps>\n<\/w:compatibility>\n<m:mathpr>\n<m:mathfont m:val=\"Cambria Math\"><\/m:mathfont>\n<m:brkbin m:val=\"before\"><\/m:brkbin>\n<m:brkbinsub m:val=\"&#45;-\"><\/m:brkbinsub>\n<m:smallfrac m:val=\"off\"><\/m:smallfrac>\n<m:dispdef><\/m:dispdef>\n<m:lmargin m:val=\"0\"><\/m:lmargin>\n<m:rmargin m:val=\"0\"><\/m:rmargin>\n<m:defjc m:val=\"centerGroup\"><\/m:defjc>\n<m:wrapindent m:val=\"1440\"><\/m:wrapindent>\n<m:intlim m:val=\"subSup\"><\/m:intlim>\n<m:narylim m:val=\"undOvr\"><\/m:narylim>\n<\/m:mathpr><\/w:worddocument>\n<\/xml>< ![endif]--><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><!-- [if gte mso 9]><xml>\n<w:latentstyles DefLockedState=\"false\" DefUnhideWhenUsed=\"true\" DefSemiHidden=\"true\" DefQFormat=\"false\" DefPriority=\"99\" LatentStyleCount=\"267\">\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"0\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" QFormat=\"true\" Name=\"Normal\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"9\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" QFormat=\"true\" Name=\"heading 1\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"9\" QFormat=\"true\" Name=\"heading 2\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"9\" QFormat=\"true\" Name=\"heading 3\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"9\" QFormat=\"true\" Name=\"heading 4\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"9\" QFormat=\"true\" Name=\"heading 5\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"9\" QFormat=\"true\" Name=\"heading 6\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"9\" QFormat=\"true\" Name=\"heading 7\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"9\" QFormat=\"true\" Name=\"heading 8\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"9\" QFormat=\"true\" Name=\"heading 9\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"39\" Name=\"toc 1\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"39\" Name=\"toc 2\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"39\" Name=\"toc 3\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"39\" Name=\"toc 4\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"39\" Name=\"toc 5\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"39\" Name=\"toc 6\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"39\" Name=\"toc 7\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"39\" Name=\"toc 8\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"39\" Name=\"toc 9\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"0\" Name=\"footer\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"35\" QFormat=\"true\" Name=\"caption\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"0\" Name=\"page number\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"10\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" QFormat=\"true\" Name=\"Title\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"1\" Name=\"Default Paragraph Font\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"11\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" QFormat=\"true\" Name=\"Subtitle\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"22\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" QFormat=\"true\" Name=\"Strong\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"20\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" QFormat=\"true\" Name=\"Emphasis\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"59\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Table Grid\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Placeholder Text\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"1\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" QFormat=\"true\" Name=\"No Spacing\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"60\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Light Shading\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"61\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Light List\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"62\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Light Grid\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"63\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium Shading 1\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"64\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium Shading 2\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"65\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium List 1\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"66\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium List 2\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"67\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium Grid 1\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"68\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium Grid 2\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"69\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium Grid 3\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"70\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Dark List\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"71\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Colorful Shading\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"72\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Colorful List\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"73\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Colorful Grid\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"60\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Light Shading Accent 1\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"61\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Light List Accent 1\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"62\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Light Grid Accent 1\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"63\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium Shading 1 Accent 1\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"64\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium Shading 2 Accent 1\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"65\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium List 1 Accent 1\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Revision\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"34\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" QFormat=\"true\" Name=\"List Paragraph\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"29\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" QFormat=\"true\" Name=\"Quote\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"30\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" QFormat=\"true\" Name=\"Intense Quote\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"66\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium List 2 Accent 1\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"67\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium Grid 1 Accent 1\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"68\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium Grid 2 Accent 1\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"69\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium Grid 3 Accent 1\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"70\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Dark List Accent 1\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"71\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Colorful Shading Accent 1\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"72\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Colorful List Accent 1\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"73\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Colorful Grid Accent 1\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"60\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Light Shading Accent 2\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"61\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Light List Accent 2\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"62\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Light Grid Accent 2\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"63\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium Shading 1 Accent 2\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"64\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium Shading 2 Accent 2\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"65\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium List 1 Accent 2\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"66\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium List 2 Accent 2\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"67\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium Grid 1 Accent 2\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"68\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium Grid 2 Accent 2\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"69\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium Grid 3 Accent 2\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"70\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Dark List Accent 2\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"71\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Colorful Shading Accent 2\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"72\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Colorful List Accent 2\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"73\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Colorful Grid Accent 2\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"60\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Light Shading Accent 3\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"61\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Light List Accent 3\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"62\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Light Grid Accent 3\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"63\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium Shading 1 Accent 3\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"64\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium Shading 2 Accent 3\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"65\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium List 1 Accent 3\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"66\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium List 2 Accent 3\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"67\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium Grid 1 Accent 3\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"68\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium Grid 2 Accent 3\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"69\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium Grid 3 Accent 3\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"70\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Dark List Accent 3\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"71\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Colorful Shading Accent 3\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"72\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Colorful List Accent 3\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"73\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Colorful Grid Accent 3\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"60\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Light Shading Accent 4\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"61\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Light List Accent 4\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"62\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Light Grid Accent 4\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"63\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium Shading 1 Accent 4\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"64\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium Shading 2 Accent 4\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"65\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium List 1 Accent 4\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"66\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium List 2 Accent 4\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"67\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium Grid 1 Accent 4\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"68\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium Grid 2 Accent 4\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"69\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium Grid 3 Accent 4\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"70\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Dark List Accent 4\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"71\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Colorful Shading Accent 4\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"72\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Colorful List Accent 4\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"73\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Colorful Grid Accent 4\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"60\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Light Shading Accent 5\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"61\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Light List Accent 5\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"62\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Light Grid Accent 5\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"63\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium Shading 1 Accent 5\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"64\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium Shading 2 Accent 5\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"65\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium List 1 Accent 5\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"66\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium List 2 Accent 5\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"67\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium Grid 1 Accent 5\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"68\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium Grid 2 Accent 5\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"69\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium Grid 3 Accent 5\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"70\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Dark List Accent 5\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"71\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Colorful Shading Accent 5\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"72\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Colorful List Accent 5\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"73\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Colorful Grid Accent 5\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"60\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Light Shading Accent 6\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"61\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Light List Accent 6\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"62\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Light Grid Accent 6\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"63\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium Shading 1 Accent 6\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"64\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium Shading 2 Accent 6\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"65\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium List 1 Accent 6\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"66\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium List 2 Accent 6\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"67\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium Grid 1 Accent 6\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"68\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium Grid 2 Accent 6\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"69\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium Grid 3 Accent 6\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"70\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Dark List Accent 6\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"71\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Colorful Shading Accent 6\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"72\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Colorful List Accent 6\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"73\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Colorful Grid Accent 6\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"19\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" QFormat=\"true\" Name=\"Subtle Emphasis\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"21\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" QFormat=\"true\" Name=\"Intense Emphasis\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"31\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" QFormat=\"true\" Name=\"Subtle Reference\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"32\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" QFormat=\"true\" Name=\"Intense Reference\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"33\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" QFormat=\"true\" Name=\"Book Title\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"37\" Name=\"Bibliography\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"39\" QFormat=\"true\" Name=\"TOC Heading\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<\/w:latentstyles>\n<\/xml>< ![endif]--><!-- [if gte mso 10]>\n\n\n\n<style>\n \/* Style Definitions *\/<br \/>\n table.MsoNormalTable<br \/>\n\t{mso-style-name:\"Table Normal\";<br \/>\n\tmso-tstyle-rowband-size:0;<br \/>\n\tmso-tstyle-colband-size:0;<br \/>\n\tmso-style-noshow:yes;<br \/>\n\tmso-style-priority:99;<br \/>\n\tmso-style-parent:\"\";<br \/>\n\tmso-padding-alt:0cm 5.4pt 0cm 5.4pt;<br \/>\n\tmso-para-margin:0cm;<br \/>\n\tmso-para-margin-bottom:.0001pt;<br \/>\n\tmso-pagination:widow-orphan;<br \/>\n\tfont-size:10.0pt;<br \/>\n\tfont-family:\"Times New Roman\",\"serif\";}<br \/>\n<\/style>\n\n< ![endif]--><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\"><span lang=\"EN-US\" style=\"layout-grid-mode: line;\"><strong>Going Back&nbsp; by Lawrence Ashenden<\/strong><br \/><\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\"><strong><em><span lang=\"EN-US\"> As I journey back I am dreaming of my birthplace.<br \/>The sounds and the smells<br \/>I have lived there<br \/>loved and cried there.<br \/>And look forward at the end of the day to be wrapped up<br \/>by those who love me and have missed me.<br \/>Where there is calm, joy and laughter<br \/>and where I want to be.<br \/>I\u2019m going back to a new beginning,<br \/>to be positive and confident,<br \/>knowing that I have found a new mission.<br \/>I have missed the loving faces<br \/>and warmth and secure glow of my home.<br \/>No longer will I ever take all this for granted<br \/>Realizing, knowing the life I went to find on my journey<br \/>that all the time I had these jewels at home.<br \/>That whatever I need or feel I must have<br \/>are nothing to those I have in my loving abode.<\/span><\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><span lang=\"EN-US\" style=\"layout-grid-mode: line;\">&nbsp;When we had finished the project I asked the group what they would like to do next, and they said, &#8216;write a book about how not to panic&#8217;.<a href=\"http:\/\/applesandsnakesblog.org\/blog\/no-panic\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\"> <em>Apples and Snakes<\/em><\/a> believed in my work, and have managed to find funds to allow me to continue working with <em>No Panic<\/em>. We are now working on their book, exploring: facts and fictions; poetry and short stories; factual and&nbsp; imaginative writing; personal stories and historical writing. The group are writing about what it is like to suffer anxiety and panic attacks, bravely telling their own stories, writing about attitudes towards mental health, and noting down their suggestions for what sufferers can do to help themselves. <\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><!-- [if gte mso 9]><xml>\n<w:worddocument>\n<w:view>Normal<\/w:view>\n<w:zoom>0<\/w:zoom>\n<w:trackmoves><\/w:trackmoves>\n<w:trackformatting><\/w:trackformatting>\n<w:punctuationkerning><\/w:punctuationkerning>\n<w:validateagainstschemas><\/w:validateagainstschemas>\n<w:saveifxmlinvalid>false<\/w:saveifxmlinvalid>\n<w:ignoremixedcontent>false<\/w:ignoremixedcontent>\n<w:alwaysshowplaceholdertext>false<\/w:alwaysshowplaceholdertext>\n<w:donotpromoteqf><\/w:donotpromoteqf>\n<w:lidthemeother>EN-GB<\/w:lidthemeother>\n<w:lidthemeasian>X-NONE<\/w:lidthemeasian>\n<w:lidthemecomplexscript>X-NONE<\/w:lidthemecomplexscript>\n<w:compatibility>\n<w:breakwrappedtables><\/w:breakwrappedtables>\n<w:snaptogridincell><\/w:snaptogridincell>\n<w:wraptextwithpunct><\/w:wraptextwithpunct>\n<w:useasianbreakrules><\/w:useasianbreakrules>\n<w:dontgrowautofit><\/w:dontgrowautofit>\n<w:splitpgbreakandparamark><\/w:splitpgbreakandparamark>\n<w:enableopentypekerning><\/w:enableopentypekerning>\n<w:dontflipmirrorindents><\/w:dontflipmirrorindents>\n<w:overridetablestylehps><\/w:overridetablestylehps>\n<\/w:compatibility>\n<m:mathpr>\n<m:mathfont m:val=\"Cambria Math\"><\/m:mathfont>\n<m:brkbin m:val=\"before\"><\/m:brkbin>\n<m:brkbinsub m:val=\"&#45;-\"><\/m:brkbinsub>\n<m:smallfrac m:val=\"off\"><\/m:smallfrac>\n<m:dispdef><\/m:dispdef>\n<m:lmargin m:val=\"0\"><\/m:lmargin>\n<m:rmargin m:val=\"0\"><\/m:rmargin>\n<m:defjc m:val=\"centerGroup\"><\/m:defjc>\n<m:wrapindent m:val=\"1440\"><\/m:wrapindent>\n<m:intlim m:val=\"subSup\"><\/m:intlim>\n<m:narylim m:val=\"undOvr\"><\/m:narylim>\n<\/m:mathpr><\/w:worddocument>\n<\/xml>< ![endif]--><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><!-- [if gte mso 9]><xml>\n<w:latentstyles DefLockedState=\"false\" DefUnhideWhenUsed=\"true\" DefSemiHidden=\"true\" DefQFormat=\"false\" DefPriority=\"99\" LatentStyleCount=\"267\">\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"0\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" QFormat=\"true\" Name=\"Normal\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"9\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" QFormat=\"true\" Name=\"heading 1\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"9\" QFormat=\"true\" Name=\"heading 2\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"9\" QFormat=\"true\" Name=\"heading 3\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"9\" QFormat=\"true\" Name=\"heading 4\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"9\" QFormat=\"true\" Name=\"heading 5\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"9\" QFormat=\"true\" Name=\"heading 6\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"9\" QFormat=\"true\" Name=\"heading 7\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"9\" QFormat=\"true\" Name=\"heading 8\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"9\" QFormat=\"true\" Name=\"heading 9\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"39\" Name=\"toc 1\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"39\" Name=\"toc 2\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"39\" Name=\"toc 3\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"39\" Name=\"toc 4\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"39\" Name=\"toc 5\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"39\" Name=\"toc 6\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"39\" Name=\"toc 7\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"39\" Name=\"toc 8\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"39\" Name=\"toc 9\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"0\" Name=\"footer\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"35\" QFormat=\"true\" Name=\"caption\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"0\" Name=\"page number\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"10\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" QFormat=\"true\" Name=\"Title\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"1\" Name=\"Default Paragraph Font\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"11\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" QFormat=\"true\" Name=\"Subtitle\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"22\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" QFormat=\"true\" Name=\"Strong\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"20\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" QFormat=\"true\" Name=\"Emphasis\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"59\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Table Grid\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Placeholder Text\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"1\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" QFormat=\"true\" Name=\"No Spacing\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"60\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Light Shading\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"61\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Light List\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"62\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Light Grid\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"63\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium Shading 1\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"64\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium Shading 2\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"65\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium List 1\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"66\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium List 2\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"67\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium Grid 1\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"68\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium Grid 2\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"69\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium Grid 3\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"70\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Dark List\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"71\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Colorful Shading\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"72\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Colorful List\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"73\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Colorful Grid\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"60\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Light Shading Accent 1\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"61\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Light List Accent 1\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"62\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Light Grid Accent 1\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"63\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium Shading 1 Accent 1\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"64\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium Shading 2 Accent 1\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"65\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium List 1 Accent 1\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Revision\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"34\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" QFormat=\"true\" Name=\"List Paragraph\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"29\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" QFormat=\"true\" Name=\"Quote\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"30\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" QFormat=\"true\" Name=\"Intense Quote\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"66\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium List 2 Accent 1\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"67\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium Grid 1 Accent 1\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"68\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium Grid 2 Accent 1\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"69\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium Grid 3 Accent 1\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"70\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Dark List Accent 1\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"71\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Colorful Shading Accent 1\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"72\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Colorful List Accent 1\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"73\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Colorful Grid Accent 1\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"60\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Light Shading Accent 2\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"61\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Light List Accent 2\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"62\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Light Grid Accent 2\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"63\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium Shading 1 Accent 2\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"64\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium Shading 2 Accent 2\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"65\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium List 1 Accent 2\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"66\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium List 2 Accent 2\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"67\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium Grid 1 Accent 2\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"68\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium Grid 2 Accent 2\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"69\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium Grid 3 Accent 2\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"70\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Dark List Accent 2\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"71\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Colorful Shading Accent 2\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"72\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Colorful List Accent 2\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"73\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Colorful Grid Accent 2\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"60\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Light Shading Accent 3\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"61\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Light List Accent 3\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"62\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Light Grid Accent 3\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"63\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium Shading 1 Accent 3\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"64\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium Shading 2 Accent 3\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"65\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium List 1 Accent 3\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"66\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium List 2 Accent 3\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"67\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium Grid 1 Accent 3\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"68\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium Grid 2 Accent 3\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"69\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium Grid 3 Accent 3\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"70\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Dark List Accent 3\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"71\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Colorful Shading Accent 3\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"72\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Colorful List Accent 3\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"73\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Colorful Grid Accent 3\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"60\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Light Shading Accent 4\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"61\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Light List Accent 4\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"62\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Light Grid Accent 4\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"63\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium Shading 1 Accent 4\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"64\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium Shading 2 Accent 4\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"65\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium List 1 Accent 4\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"66\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium List 2 Accent 4\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"67\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium Grid 1 Accent 4\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"68\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium Grid 2 Accent 4\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"69\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium Grid 3 Accent 4\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"70\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Dark List Accent 4\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"71\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Colorful Shading Accent 4\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"72\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Colorful List Accent 4\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"73\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Colorful Grid Accent 4\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"60\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Light Shading Accent 5\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"61\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Light List Accent 5\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"62\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Light Grid Accent 5\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"63\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium Shading 1 Accent 5\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"64\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium Shading 2 Accent 5\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"65\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium List 1 Accent 5\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"66\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium List 2 Accent 5\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"67\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium Grid 1 Accent 5\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"68\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium Grid 2 Accent 5\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"69\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium Grid 3 Accent 5\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"70\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Dark List Accent 5\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"71\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Colorful Shading Accent 5\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"72\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Colorful List Accent 5\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"73\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Colorful Grid Accent 5\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"60\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Light Shading Accent 6\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"61\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Light List Accent 6\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"62\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Light Grid Accent 6\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"63\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium Shading 1 Accent 6\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"64\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium Shading 2 Accent 6\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"65\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium List 1 Accent 6\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"66\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium List 2 Accent 6\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"67\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium Grid 1 Accent 6\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"68\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium Grid 2 Accent 6\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"69\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Medium Grid 3 Accent 6\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"70\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Dark List Accent 6\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"71\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Colorful Shading Accent 6\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"72\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Colorful List Accent 6\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"73\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" Name=\"Colorful Grid Accent 6\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"19\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" QFormat=\"true\" Name=\"Subtle Emphasis\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"21\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" QFormat=\"true\" Name=\"Intense Emphasis\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"31\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" QFormat=\"true\" Name=\"Subtle Reference\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"32\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" QFormat=\"true\" Name=\"Intense Reference\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"33\" SemiHidden=\"false\" UnhideWhenUsed=\"false\" QFormat=\"true\" Name=\"Book Title\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"37\" Name=\"Bibliography\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<w:lsdexception Locked=\"false\" Priority=\"39\" QFormat=\"true\" Name=\"TOC Heading\"><\/w:lsdexception>\n<\/w:latentstyles>\n<\/xml>< ![endif]--><!-- [if gte mso 10]>\n\n\n\n<style>\n \/* Style Definitions *\/<br \/>\n table.MsoNormalTable<br \/>\n\t{mso-style-name:\"Table Normal\";<br \/>\n\tmso-tstyle-rowband-size:0;<br \/>\n\tmso-tstyle-colband-size:0;<br \/>\n\tmso-style-noshow:yes;<br \/>\n\tmso-style-priority:99;<br \/>\n\tmso-style-parent:\"\";<br \/>\n\tmso-padding-alt:0cm 5.4pt 0cm 5.4pt;<br \/>\n\tmso-para-margin:0cm;<br \/>\n\tmso-para-margin-bottom:.0001pt;<br \/>\n\tmso-pagination:widow-orphan;<br \/>\n\tfont-size:10.0pt;<br \/>\n\tfont-family:\"Times New Roman\",\"serif\";}<br \/>\n<\/style>\n\n< ![endif]--><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\"><strong><span lang=\"EN-US\">As Without \u2013 As Within by Steve Francis<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\"><strong><em><span lang=\"EN-US\">&nbsp;Having stepped into the watery surface of the mirror<br \/>he saw in an instant what could be,<br \/>but its need was to step back into where he\u2019d been before.<\/span><\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\"><strong><em><span lang=\"EN-US\">And in doing so found that he was holding in both hands<br \/>a small air balloon \u2013<br \/>which had \u2018Hope\u2019 on one side \u2018Rest\u2019 on the other:<br \/>and smiled at it as he let it go,<br \/>drifting into that otherness.<\/span><\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\"><strong><em><span lang=\"EN-US\">&nbsp;An aerial view of the restlessness at ground level<br \/>could be seen as harmonious from on high<br \/>and this was transmitted to mind<br \/>as though broadcasted on a T.V. screen.<\/span><\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\"><strong><em><span lang=\"EN-US\">There was comfort in its contents and stilled negativity &#8211;<br \/>yet a sense of nonchalance<br \/>as he stood barefooted on that grassy hill,<br \/>waiting patiently for a new beginning.<\/span><\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\"><strong><em><span lang=\"EN-US\">Whenever \u2013 wherever &#8211; whatever<br \/>that beginning was,<br \/>reflected in the past \u2013 looking into some future:<br \/>like Janus knowing where he\u2019d come from,<br \/>knowing the direction he was going into.&nbsp; <\/span><\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong><em><span lang=\"EN-US\">&nbsp;<\/span> <\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><span lang=\"EN-US\" style=\"layout-grid-mode: line;\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><span lang=\"EN-US\" style=\"layout-grid-mode: line;\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><span lang=\"EN-US\" style=\"layout-grid-mode: line;\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<iframe src=\"http:\/\/www.facebook.com\/plugins\/like.php?href=https%3A%2F%2Fmakeandbelieve.uk%2F%3Fp%3D1405&amp;layout=standard&amp;show_faces=true&amp;width=450&amp;action=like&amp;colorscheme=light&amp;height=80\" scrolling=\"no\" frameborder=\"0\" style=\"border:none; overflow:hidden; width:450px; height:80px;\" allowTransparency=\"true\"><\/iframe>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"","protected":false},"author":23,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[593],"tags":[491,447,492,490,489,454],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/makeandbelieve.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1405"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/makeandbelieve.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/makeandbelieve.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/makeandbelieve.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/23"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/makeandbelieve.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1405"}],"version-history":[{"count":7,"href":"https:\/\/makeandbelieve.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1405\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2014,"href":"https:\/\/makeandbelieve.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1405\/revisions\/2014"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/makeandbelieve.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1405"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/makeandbelieve.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1405"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/makeandbelieve.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1405"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}